Week 25 

Week 25 Seeing is Believing 

I love sunlight. 
And although children like to represent sunshine with the color yellow, I know that’s not what I actually see. In actuality I cannot even see sunlight, but I can see the vibrant results of its presence. 

With the correct tool, I can indeed see the actual makeup of light. A simple glass prism helps my eyes see what I cannot by myself. As light passes through a prism it breaks up into its component parts and comes out the other side as all the colors of a rainbow. 

I love what sunlight does for my vision, but what I can’t see with my natural eyes is even more stunning.

In the same manner, the Holy Spirit of wisdom and revelation allows me to better see my Heavenly Father, His riches in me, His power and Hope. Paul thought these were important enough that he prayed that we would have spiritual eyes wide open to see them.

And so I pray that the glorious Father may give us all the Spirit of wisdom and revelation, so that we may know Him better. I pray that the eyes of our hearts may be enlightened in order that we may know the hope to which He has called us, the riches of his glorious inheritance in us, His holy people, and His incomparably great power for us who believe. That power is the same as the mighty strength He exerted when He raised Christ from the dead and seated him at His right hand in the heavenly realms, far above all rule and authority, power and dominion, and every name that is invoked, not only in the present age but also in the one to come.           Ephesians 1:17-21 NIV

Week 24 

Week 24 Seeing is Believing

This year I have learned that if my ‘vision’ is clear my earthly experience will be full of light, but if it is not clear I will see darkness. Viewed through the wrong lens, I will see brambles instead of blackberries, offense instead of grace, fear instead of love. And I will even defend my belief that I am indeed seeing properly.

I know this is Truth, yet why don’t I see clearly?

I am still seeing through the wrong eye, distorted by beams of offense and grievance. In Luke 6:41 the Greek word for plank, log or beam is dokos. Dokos does not mean any old piece of wood and it does not mean log. It means a supporting timber. If I judge anything when I am not perceiving through light, I will judge wrongly because I support my judgment without the light of God’s Truth. My truth must be disassembled in order to see.

Jesus said if I follow Him, I will never walk in darkness. As I follow Him, I let go of old grievances against myself, others and even my Father; I tear down these supports that have defined my view of the Kingdom. But, as I follow the Light of the world, I become the light of the world. And suddenly my eye is full of light, the beam is gone and I can freely build on a foundation of Truth. Then I will be able to lovingly help others follow the Lord.

Luke 6:41-42
Why do you look at the speck of sawdust in your brother’s eye and pay no attention to the plank in your own eye? How can you proclaim to your brother, ‘Brother, let me take the speck out of your eye,’ when you yourself fail to see the plank in your own eye? You hypocrite, first take the plank out of your eye, and then you will see clearly to help remove the speck from your brother’s eye.

Week 23

Week 23 Seeing in the Dark

Life is interpreted through subtle perspective shifts. 

Consider Solomon, a man who sought God and His wisdom over riches. The wisdom he received is recorded in Proverbs, and the hopeless mental torment he endured is laid out in Ecclesiastes. How could a man who asked for God’s wisdom suggest that the life God has created has no meaning?

As I read Ecclesiastes 2, I realize at some point Solomon changed his perspective from His creator to the creation, mainly himself. I must admit, I am often guilty of this too.

       Verse 14-15, “And yet I perceive that the same events happen to all (wise and fools)…Then I said to myself…what do I gain?”

Instead of living each day fully alive trusting God, he refers to his observations of the past while forming questions about the future. This kind of self-talk is language from the serpent that once roamed the Garden.

At one time, Solomon knew where and who he was in God’s eyes. But with a judgment based on his natural vision, he could not see that God was for him in everything. 

        Verse 17, “So I hated my life.”

Fortunately, God cannot forsake us, and in His mercy He readjusts the vision of those who love Him but have been blinded by the darkening perceptions. And so, as Solomon ends this discourse, he has already readjusted his perspective. 

        Verse 25 “For apart from God who can eat or who can have enjoyment. For to the one who pleases Him, God has given wisdom and knowledge and joy.”

Finally the king comes to this conclusion in chapter 12 verse 13, “Fear God and keep His commandments for this is the whole duty of man.”

There is a game I sometimes play called ‘I Love Hue.’ It is a journey into color and perception. By Arranging mosaics of colored tiles into perfectly ordered spectrums, I bring order out of the chaos. But the subtle color changes can be hard to place in the correct spots. Sometimes I think I’ve got them in the correct place and then I’m stuck with one odd colored tile and have to readjust the other colors. I usually find that all I need to do is switch two squares and all the colors fall into place.  It’s all about seeing the colors correctly.

Week 22

Week 22 Seeing in the Dark 

Matthew 6:19-34
Do not store up for yourselves treasures on earth, where moths and vermin destroy, and where thieves break in and steal. But store up for yourselves treasures in heaven, where moths and vermin do not destroy, and where thieves do not break in and steal. For where your treasure is, there your heart will be also. 

What things do I seek after and treasure? My Reputation, opinions, rights, traditions, history, family, stuff? I know I treasure them because I am willing to fight for them, trust them, justify them, ignore Truth for them. I should be thankful for those things yet still not treasure them. How do I store up treasure in heaven instead? 

The eye is the lamp of the body. If your eye is healthy, your whole body will be full of light. But if your eye is unhealthy, your whole body will be full of darkness. If then the light within you is darkness, how great is that darkness! 

If my perception of the Kingdom is sound, then I will recognize Kingdom events in my life, even if it seems like darkness to everyone else. When I can only see the world with my natural eyes, I fumble around in offense. This kingdom does not have enough light to help me focus on Truth. If I believe the darkness I live in is the light, imagine how poorly I will be able to see when it becomes even darker.

No one can submit to two masters. Either you will hate the one and love the other, or you will be devoted to the one and despise the other. You cannot submit to both God and treasure.

The word ‘serve’ in this verse means submission. When my perception is full of light I can see that real treasure is to know and, therefore, trust God, so, should any of the temporary valuables be taken away, I am not devastated. But if I choose to see without the light then I will cling tightly to the wrong treasure. I CANNOT be devoted to my earthly treasure and God in the same moment. There will be a tug-of-war between loyalties. 

Therefore… seek the Kingdom.

Week 21

Week 21 What defies Earthly Eyes

When I first run across a bramble bush all I can see is a tangled chaos and thorns. But if I look carefully enough in the dark recesses I see blackberries. The more I look the more I see the sweet fruit everywhere. I no longer call it a bramble but instead a blackberry bush.

Lord, open my eyes to see your sweetness in the tangled mess of situations. And instead of a bush hog, may I be a harvester. Instead of a mess, may I see eternal life. Amen. 


2 Kings 6:8-23 NIV 

Now the king of Aram was at war with Israel. After conferring with his officers, he said, “I will set up my camp in such and such a place.” 

The man of God, Elisha, sent word to the king of Israel: “Beware of passing that place, because the Arameans are going down there.” 

So the king of Israel checked on the place indicated by the man of God. Time and again Elisha warned the king, so that he was on his guard in such places. 

This enraged the king of Aram. He summoned his officers and demanded of them, “Tell me! Which of us is on the side of the king of Israel?” 

“None of us, my lord the king,” said one of his officers, “but Elisha, the prophet who is in Israel, tells the king of Israel the very words you speak in your bedroom.” 

“Go, find out where he is,” the king ordered, “so I can send men and capture him.” 

The report came back: “He is in Dothan.” Then he sent horses and chariots and a strong force there. They went by night and surrounded the city. 

When the servant of the man of God got up and went out early the next morning, an army with horses and chariots had surrounded the city. “Oh no, my lord! What shall we do?” the servant asked. 

“Don’t be afraid,” the prophet answered. “Those who are with us are more than those who are with them.” And Elisha prayed, “Open his eyes, LORD, so that he may SEE.” Then the LORD opened the servant’s eyes, and he LOOKED and SAW the hills full of horses and chariots of fire all around Elisha. 

As the enemy came down toward him, Elisha prayed to the LORD, “Strike this army with blindness.” So he struck them with blindness, as Elisha had asked. Elisha told them, “This is not the road and this is not the city. Follow me, and I will lead you to the man you are looking for.” 

And he led them to Samaria. After they entered the city, Elisha said, “ LORD, open the eyes of these men so they can see.” Then the LORD opened their eyes and they looked, and there they were, inside Samaria. 

When the king of Israel saw them, he asked Elisha, “Shall I kill them, my father? Shall I kill them?” 

“Do not kill them,” he answered. “Would you kill those you have captured with your own sword or bow? Set food and water before them so that they may eat and drink and then go back to their master.” 

So he prepared a great feast for them, and after they had finished eating and drinking, he sent them away, and they returned to their master. So the bands from Aram stopped raiding Israel’s territory.

Week 20 

Week 20 What Defies Earthly Eyes

Mt 13:13; Is 6:1-10  & Psalm 46

Matthew 13:11-17
Jesus replied, “Because the knowledge of the SECRETS of the kingdom of heaven has been given to you, but not to them. Whoever has will be given more, and they will have an abundance. Whoever does not have, even what they have will be taken from them. This is why I speak to them in parables: 
Though SEEING, they do not see; though HEARING, they do not hear or understand. In them is fulfilled the prophecy of Isaiah (6:1-10) 

‘You will be ever hearing but never understanding; 
you will be ever seeing but never perceiving. 
For this people’s heart has become calloused; 
they hardly hear with their ears, and they have closed their eyes. 
Otherwise they might see with their eyes, hear with their ears, understand with their hearts 
and turn, and I would heal them.’ 

But blessed are your eyes because they SEE, and your ears because they HEAR

What am I supposed to hear? What am I supposed to see? Hear and perceive that the mystery of the Kingdom of Heaven is in our midst.

I cannot focus on the Kingdom and it’s Truth and focus on the things of this world. The things I place my identity in reveal the kingdom I hold dearest.

Through our re-birth, we, the once-blind, have been given the ability to perceive with the eyes of our hearts. The once-deaf hear and comprehend. 

Though circumstances look bleak, as I become still and focus on the Lord, I will not be anxious or afraid of what my eyes see. There is another reality full of safety, peace and rest, the reality in which God is with me even now.

Psalm 46
God is my refuge and strength, a very present help in trouble. Though the earth should change and though the mountains be shaken and slip into the heart of the seas, though its waters roar and foam, though the mountains tremble at its roaring, there is no need to worry. I will instead be still and SEE with understanding that He is God. He will be exalted among the nations! He will be exalted in the earth. The LORD of hosts is with me now; The God of Jacob is our stronghold [our refuge, our high tower]. Selah.

Week 19 

Week 19 The Tale of Two Kingdoms 
What if I said eternal life is a dimension, not a destination in time or space. Would that be upsetting?  

For so long I believed it was a destination, but now that I have studied the Scriptures concerning eternal life, I realize it is actually living outside of time, as my Father does.  

Jesus prayed with the understanding that eternal life is simply to have a relationship with God and Himself. If that is so, eternity began for me at the moment I came to know Jesus. And the Kingdom is actually within me as Jesus Himself claimed. His Kingdom comes now on earth as in heaven.

Yet this Kingdom of eternal life cannot be seen with my eyes, but with my spirit. I need new sight. As the psalmist says, where can you get away from His Spirit and Presence? Is there any corner that God isn’t present? Colossians says that Jesus is before all things, and holds everything together.

So I need vision correction, to see with spiritual eyes. Then instead of chaos, I can see His order; storms – peace; death – life, kingdoms of this world – kingdom of my Lord and Savior Jesus Christ, which is in my midst.

If you wear those cheap 3D glasses and gaze into the words on the page long enough, the Kingdom of Heaven will float out of the page. Just see.


Luke 17:20-21
Being asked by the Pharisees when the kingdom of God would come, he answered them, “The kingdom of God is not coming in ways that can be observed, nor will they say, ‘Look, here it is!’ or ‘There!’ for behold, the kingdom of God is in the midst of you (within you.)”


Declaration 3.
    “Your journey now is to see who you truly are, for you are the light of the world, the son or the daughter of your Father, a new creature flowing with more beauty and power than you have dared imagine possible. “

Week 18

Week 18 The Tale of Two Kingdoms   

I have always loved going to the beach and building sand castles. Every time I made one, I would make it more elaborate than the one before. Thankfully my identity was not in what I built, nor the sand from which it came. Because I knew sooner or later the wave would come, and the castle would be gone. 
    It was perfectly acceptable for me to be proud of that castle and enjoy its beauty. But it would not be acceptable for me to have a temper tantrum every time a structure was destroyed. 
   If I look past the kingdom of the world and see myself in God’s kingdom, the things of earth grow strangely dim in the light of the eternal. My earthly judgment of situations, good or bad, suddenly have no weight, for I see only the intent of a good, good, Father. 
When I choose to see His kingdom on earth, I will always be standing safely on the rock when storms come.

2 Corinthians 4:16-18
Therefore we do not lose heart. Though outwardly we are wasting away, yet inwardly we are being renewed day by day. For our light and momentary troubles are achieving for us an eternal glory that far outweighs them all. So we fix our eyes not on what is seen, but on what is unseen, since what is SEEN IS TEMPORARY, but what is UNSEEN IS ETERNAL.

What kingdom exists inside of you and around you at this very moment? One that is unseen with earthly eyes.

There are two kingdoms:
One flows with peace and power and love, and one is darkened by condemnation and judgment.
One is eternal but not seen with our eyes, and one is temporal and passes away, yet visible to our earthly eyes.
One aligns with God, and one aligns with our fleshly desires. 

Similarly, there are two selves for you to contend with:
The new self knows the father and abides in His realm even now, while the old self clings to this world of flesh and bone through relationships with everything else that is temporal.

Two kingdoms and two identities. In each case, Jesus’ teaching is clear: the flesh must be surrendered to see and experience the spirit. You cannot serve two masters. We look not at things that are seen, but at the things that are unseen; for the things that are seen are temporary, but the things which are not seen are eternal.

Week 17 

Week 17 Daughter of my Father 
My Father thinks about me all the time. According to Psalm 139, He made me as one of His most wonderful works. I am His beautiful poetry, an original tapestry, and He thinks I am incredible.

I, Your poetry
A tapestry of Glory
This Work makes You smile.

Haiku: Japanese for ‘cutting,’ a major form of Japanese verse, written in 17 syllables divided into 3 lines of 5, 7, and 5 syllables, and employing highly evocative allusions and comparisons.

Washi Tape: Japanese (wa) paper (shi) — it literally means Japanese paper tape. Before it became the pretty patterned tape we now know and love, washi was simply known as a durable Japanese paper made from the strong natural fibers of native Japanese trees and plants.

Psalm 139:13-18
For you created my inmost being; 
you knit me together in my mother’s womb. 
I praise you because I am fearfully and wonderfully made; 
your works are wonderful, I know that full well. 
My frame was not hidden from you 
when I was made in the secret place, 
when I was woven together in the depths of the earth. 
Your eyes saw my unformed body; 
all the days ordained for me were written in your book 
before one of them came to be. 
How precious to me are your thoughts, God! 
How vast is the sum of them! 
Were I to count them, 
they would outnumber the grains of sand— 
when I awake, I am still with you.

Week 16

Week 16   Daughter of My Father

“As a believer, my challenge to simply see what is already true about me and my Father. When I, through the eyes of my spirit, change how I am seeing, I’ll notice a massive shift in how I am being in this world. Doing flows naturally out of who I believe I am.”*

Remember when we used to pick daisies and pull off their petals to see if that special boy liked us back? He loves me, he loves me not, he loves me, he loves me not…

I don’t have to wonder that about my Heavenly Father. I can’t disappoint Him; He is patient and kind and refuses to leave me or forsake me. The question of whether he loves me is always answered ‘yes.’ I am His Favorite daughter. 😉
*(Ted Dekker, The Forgotten Way)

Galatians
   3:26-29 
So in Christ Jesus YOU ARE ALL CHILDREN OF GOD through faith, for all of you who were baptized into Christ have clothed yourselves with Christ. There is neither Jew nor Gentile, neither slave nor free, nor is there male and female, for you are all one in Christ Jesus. If you belong to Christ, then you are Abraham’s seed, and heirs according to the promise.
   4:1-7 
What I am saying is that as long as an heir is underage, he is no different from a slave, although he owns the whole estate. The heir is subject to guardians and trustees until the time set by his father. So also, when we were underage, we were in slavery under the elemental spiritual forces of the world. But when the set time had fully come, God sent his Son, born of a woman, born under the law, to redeem those under the law, that we might receive ADOPTION to sonship. Because you are his sons, God sent the Spirit of his Son into our hearts, the Spirit who calls out, “ ABBA, FATHER.” So you are NO LONGER a SLAVE, but GOD’S CHILD; and since you are his child, God has made you also an heir.